25th of July 2025

Dear diary, 
Today I'll tell you what I actually feel when I'm on my periods. 
Yesterday I just had a glimpse of 2-3 drops of blood. So,I feel today
Its Day 1.
Morning - I woke up and sat because I was having cramps and felt I should take a leave and not go to work today. 
But, I thought I can't waste my leaves just for this. I know I'll be fine. 
So, I got up, did morning tasks and started getting ready. 
I reached to work walking slowly as I was still having cramps. 
Its 11:00am now, I suddenly felt so cold as i got goosebumps from that and the pain got strong. 
I went to the washroom and saw the flow is on, after I came back I felt relieved. 
Its 12:20pm now, I went to the washroom again, and now when i came back, i got that goosebumps out of heat and cold again and high on cramps.  
12:30pm I am eating a guava now. Feeling a bit better. 

I had my lunch and then walked for a while. Everything was fine until I sat back on my seat when the cramp started again, but it lasted only until I distracted myself working. 

I am going for the tea now, had a bit of lemon tea. Felt nice. 
Cramps are there but its not getting worth the attention. 

I'll leave for home now. I'll be having waffle with my love. The cramps are okay. But I'm craving for sweet. 

We ate waffles and mushroom wrap and i felt so good. Yummmmm 😋😋😋
I had huge cramps when I reached home. But now its fine. 

Its been a long time since we had a deep conversation. I've conveyed him a lot of time that I love when we have deep conversations, but today I wish he initiates this time and remembers how loved i feel when we talk. 😅

I slept after we talked, I love how we talk and then I woke up and got anxious about all and my thoughts went to past and I got very emotional. I got stuck with anxiety I guess, my hands were shivering and I called him, but he couldn't pick up. I understand how tired he was too. 🫂 
I texted akriti and she was awake and she called me and talked to me for like 1hr 15min in the middle of the night. I felt nice. Thank god for how blessed I am with friends. ❤
Bhaiya got fever so i kept checking on on him while i was talking to akriti. He's better now. Its 3am, I'm sleeping now. See yaa. 

Only Yours, 

A

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